AS
aih, i called my fren and she told me that this is her last sem in utar. I was SHOCKED. Very very shocked. Well, there goes my last female fren in utar (whom i ish close to la) I asked her what she want to do, i can sense her emotions of confusion. I pitied her. IF she did well in first sem, she will be fine
then some random idea went thru my mind, i looked up management and designing course and they are only available in certain colleges and it is so darn expensive! Teri said that tar offered designing and i was rather happy to hear that. When i consult my parent and aunt, they screw m up so badly i hardy recognise myslf. Or shd i say, they didnt screw me, they just screwed up my intention and ideas. I once had really gave up on AS months ago. I was very tired of constand working and studying and workng and studying and responsibilities i have to handle.
I have to work, go gym at least 3 times a week (back then la, not i forgot about gym liow -_- but if i dun go anymore, my aunt will kill me soon) then study maths ( i hate maths) and in addition to that, i have to take care of the new baby in the house.
Taking care of the baby almost replaced dota for me. OF course i did not made him dress or look like a "chung" or try to teach him how to spin like a top, but he cheers up my day. But...BUT i now have even less time to study...
When i finaly got my head to look at the notes, its already 11pm and i have a test 2mrw at 9am. My head is heavy cuz i woke up at 7am.
I consulted my aunt and she totally bash me up left and right on how i shd be resposible and not waste time and how i shd stick to what i have choosen.
okay.................................one mor ereason to stay in AS, dun get killed by aunt
Anyway, later the evening i went to teri's house to pick up my exam paper, which really is dreadful. Not her, i mean my marks. My marks were dreadful. Her mum asked me about wheater am i transferring to nursing. And it hit me, nursing.....something my aunt support, something i can try....but....i hate bio -_-. Man i am picky XD Then teri's mum seem very very concern with teri's studies and even suppport her to stop studying. She too added that whatever she wants, she can do it. Its up to her. Then, 5 second later, a car went paSS and knock on my side window. My mum hon me to end the chat and get into the car.
Whn i get into the car, i told my mum what i think i want to do and she said, forget it. Continue AS, u wun earn enough to surive if u do fashion/designing/managemen/nursing.
Now i am so emo......................
Well, one thing is for sure, will be in AS for at leats another 2 sem. I know that chances are, i will be pushed until i complete AS by my full forced family. Good or bad? Dunno, i can only tell after i get a job. Then i know.
