Okay.... really mixed emo now, as chinese new year, valentine and etc has passed, many things fly through my brain and was about to jammed it up like federal highway.
There is one where i realise i could detact who bloked me on msn before, not that u on msn anymore, but the thought of people doing this to you hurts, yes it does, but then the list of people i saw, well, i have expected that they will block or delete me. Why do peopel even design such website and such function? Heck, of course some consist those whom i do not recognise le. No matter what, it does send you pondering why people blocked you and most people will demand the reason. So was i.
Then i took a deep breath
I realise what you do not know, will not hurt you. They have their reason to delete you, they have their reason to block you. Maybe i was just too anoyying? And i will not doubt the reason is because i was not online for a long time. XD Hence, well, i am as usual again
I watch the show, maiden's vow. I realise its terrible for 2 people who loved each other SO dearly, but not able to be with each other. I can imagine being the good guy sitting and watching as my lover walk into the room with my lover's husband, ready to "tong fong" ('enjoy' their wedding night). I can imagine her husband's grubby hands unpluck her buttons, one by one and the shadow envisioned at the curtain. Man my heart was in flame.
Chinese new year, not really fun, acceptable, was scolded *bleh* so i was worried and facing anxiety. I was scared and angry and i dunno what else more la
LINEAR ALGEBRA QUIZ. man, this is the highlight of the day AGAIN. I am the IDIOT who sit for every single class, pays attention to the class, write down notes, but the person (whom i had to help complete his BLOODY FU*KING notes and teach him what he missed when he was fast ASLEEP IN THE FRONT ROW, IN FROM OF THE LECTURER) happen to be able to score every single question in the quiz. Man, was i screwed up then
I took another deep breth, few stones kicked and few punches at whoever i can find
i finally calm down.
Valentine, i was spending it with the Jed emperor, until 5am, romantic le? Yah, end up next day unable to attand lecture (not that i go anyway) But the valentine seem so romantic amoung the HOMOSEXUAL dark-skinned poeple whom i spotted at subang parade. Not only they held hand, they say on each other's lap.
Dota, yah, i realise how fun is the new hero before they balanced him out. Then i learned that being invisible is quite amusing too. Of course, Ai is stupider than Ai +.
I just bath my cute twin cousin. Yah, i always took care of them and i fed them and whatever not. I bath them few days ago so that we can go out for dinner (and was in a hurry too) Then in the car, i realised that they were in secondary one. Not so baby anymore. And again, i am old.
Driving is just so
FU*KED UP!!!!!! If i do not leave subang by 6 am, i will be cought in the massive jam and unable to reach utar for a parking slot, lets not say in front of utar. I am lucky if there is a place for me to DOUBLE PARK.
I was stuck in a jam that took me 1 hour to go thru a what will usually be 7 minute long road. YES! i HATE that bloody incident that cause me to jam. It was 12AM IN THE MIDNIGHT. I was tired and worried, and i later realised it was because some people think it is advisable to jammed up the FEDERAL HIGHWAY so 'some' people will be able to sleep well. I ponder at the irony of people, come on, show me some guts!
The whole Love visit or whatever u call it for prisoners to ENJOY SEX with their wifes. Please, if they are so desperate for sex, and end up raping their cell mate, then SO BE IT! The reason your in jail is because you committed a crime and you must be hell pay for it! If you rape a girl and your in jail, imagine the horror the girl feels (if she has EVER gotten pass the trauma of being raped) to know that not only the man who raped her is being punished, but he is enjoying sex in his cell. He does not need to work, live, and can commit crime, and now, enjoy sex!!!! Yes, i am gonna say it loudly, THIS IS INSANE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I really wonder what is going to happen next. Anyhow, it is not like the criminals were FORCED to commit crime, is because they VOLUNTEER IT.
Plase, if you say u cannot control the desire after watching 7 hours of porn and saw a very innocent and cute 6 year old, go masterbate and jack that damn thing off. Break it if necessary, they pain u go thru has nothing to do with the child. Pity them!
Pity criminals? Ah FU*K! Who pitied those being raped? It is frightening enough just to be "almost raped". Let alone it being true. How many peopel being raped and not acknowledge? Only 2 were acknowledge. And they share certain resemblence that most people will recognise.
Anime!!!!!! Rozen maiden, shikoku no shana and etc etc etc. Specially exel saga. Well, enough to make my day (tho i swear off anime) but i had nothing to do. So i could use some good laugh ^^
SOA test.............. yah.... this i wanna keep in mind. Too many names that include my coursemate, whom i admire and sometime really really HATE. Or shall i say he is weird? Lucky i only met him during lectures. Tho he is DAMN noticable. And I sometime can't take my eyes off him, and some times he can just stand in front of me and i do not realise his existance.
No, this is not a love hate relationship that will turn into a marraige. If i ever married him, please, help me, KILL ME. I must have gone CRAAAAAAAAAAAAAZY
Work... yah, boring, maths, i am turning into a FREAKING NERD!
BAdminton, darn! i am so weak, i cant even hit my shuttlecock from one end to the other. Need to practice. Being forced to go swimming, badminton, gym, basketball, baseball, teakwondo (nah, simon is there, wun wanna bully him during sparring), kung fu dunk, ninjitsu, fuzetsu, *going crazy now* and trying to balance the hectic actuarial science. Yes, i am absolutely crazy
DEVIL WEARS PRADA!!!! I read the book and it is far more interesting than the movie. Tho it was kinda hard to read cuz the letters are small and the book is a bit thick. But i manage to scrape thru despite reading it in lecture and tutorial and lunch and so on. I forgot if i had paid Tevvy her RM12 yet?
In progress
1) reasearching how to program a virus. Hand made and tailored
2) How to hack pc
3) How to design flash webpage
4) How to drive car and withstand the temptation to KILL motorist who's daddy/grandpa bought the road
5) Getting over the fact the world is changing
6) Getting over the fact i am getting OLD!!!!!!!
7) Trying to decode what mr sammiapan is saying(failing work)
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